Okay, so it's only about a page and a half for TPP6, but it is something. It's the first bit I've written in over a month. So I'm ecstatic.

In other news, I think I'm finally pulling out of this funk. I've been angry for the past couple of days and after talking to a couple of friends, I have been encouraged to pick my pride back up and walk away. I can't say I don't still hurt and I can't say I don't still love him. But I can say that I deserve better and I don't intend to wallow around wanting him back anymore. As much as I love him and as much as I have forgiven him over the course of 3+ years, I don't think I could trust him again. Maybe someday, when he's grown up a bit, we can be friends. But right now, it's hard to even respect him. And how warped is that, being madly in love with someone I can't respect anymore?

I'm not saying look for a new chapter anytime soon. But I am saying that I'm working my way back. And since TPP 6 was about 2/3 finished when all this garbage happened, it will most likely be the first new posting. It's already already 22 Word pages long, so this one will probably be the longest chapter of the fic. I trust it will be worth the wait when I finally get it out there.